This is my first try at string pulls with my fluid art. First times can bring about many different emotions. I was happy for finally being brave enough to try this, disappointed that it wasn’t perfect on my first try (perfectionism can be hell), and proud that I still decided to share my imperfect first […]Read More First times
Music and art is the therapy needed for my mental illness. I get into the music and let the paint flow. The feeling of the paint on my hands and the sound of the music flowing through me is what helps me get through the worst of times and settles the anxiety within me.Read More My first painting in this style of artwork bigger than 8×10.
I was rocking with my music and loving the painting I did today.Read More Today’s art. Some background music with the video.
Hello all, well my mental health isn’t the only issues I have to deal with. Along with DID, CPTSD, and anxiety I also deal with chronic pain from fibromyalgia, chronic headaches, post traumatic epilepsy due to a severe beating in a home invasion which I will write about another time, back issues, bladder issues, and […]Read More Mental health isn’t the only issue
Well yesterday was a new day and new experience for my DID. I have never felt like this before without the help of some pretty hard drugs. I had no clue what it was or what was happening at the moment which of course the unknowing just made things so much worse. We went out […]Read More Derealization/Depersonalization new experiences with my DID
It took me a while to come to terms with my “friends in my head” to trust and yes even love them. I remember before knowing that I had DID and while I was still somewhat stuck in believing in God, religion, etc. I thought the voices were ghosts or maybe even aliens communicating with […]Read More To those that saved me and for the one’s that might be saving you.
A collective work of many minds in one body. By: The Multifarious Mind Give Up Give up is what it tells me, as it calls me to its embrace. Why do you fight? That’s what it asks, as the tears roll down my face. Come to me my child, my darkness will pull you in. […]Read More Creations from Pain
Be yourself; Everyone else is already taken. — Oscar Wilde. This is the first post on my new blog. I’m just getting this new blog going, so stay tuned for more. I am totally new at this so changes may continue until I get it like I want. Bare with me, understanding and patience is […]Read More My First Blog Post